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Out Here Now

by Ever More Nest

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1.
Out Loud 04:22
When this is over, we’ll make our way Back into darkness, back out into the day We will stumble, oh we will surely fall Running in circles after learning to crawl Running in circles, attempting the hurdles we once knew to be walls We’re holding our tongues now, awaiting a sign Holding our breath as we hold on to dear life We’re crawling like children out from under the bed Voices silent, still singing in our heads Voices silent, the deafening quiet we’ll soon break like bread And we will sing and shout as the waves all crash about Amber waves of grace could abound, hallelujah In my heart I’ll sing, let this freedom ring out loud We’ve learned a few lessons, hey we’ve heard a few lies Yet we’re still taking for granted all those words to the wise Taking for granted the gifts of this planet and the starts in its skies When we could sing and shout as the waves all crash about When those waves of grace come around, hallelujah In my heart I’ll sing, let this freedom ring out loud, out loud, out loud We could sing and show as the waves all crash about When those waves of grace come around, hallelujah In my heart I’ll sing, let this freedom ring out loud When this is over, we’ll make our way Back into darkness, back out into the day
2.
Coming Along 03:26
Driving through Texas I get that feeling again Watching the last leaves hold fast to their crooked limbs We’re stringing all the cities like Christmas lights on a tree And if you show me to the bedroom I’ll show you all of the sights of the I’ve seen I’m coming along, I’m coming along Somewhere in the darkness there’s a moon hanging low It’s hovering in stillness beneath the earth’s shadow And sitting by the roadside I can feel the wolf’s cry It’s tearing at my insides, tearing at this perfect line I’m coming along, I’m coming along Always staring out of windows when I want to be in the view somewhere past the fence line, somewhere beyond the trees Hidden beneath the skyline, somewhere wild and free I’m coming along, I’m coming along I’m coming along, I’m coming along Time is the thief that keeps me up in the night Always one step ahead and ready to take what’s mine There’s no stopping the spin, there’s no killing the lie That we’re all stuck in skin, a prisoner to just one life I’m coming along, I’m coming along Coming along, coming along
3.
Out Here Now 04:01
Shed your skin under the sun, feel the warmth rising in your blood You’re out here now, you’re out here now Say goodbye to what you knew even if it’s what got you through You’re out here now, you’re out here now Time away is good we say when you want to learn Time away becomes every day when you stop learning to stay Shed your leaves in the winter chill, new life it awaits you still You’re out here now, you’re out here now Face the wind, the bitter cold, you can take it, you’re not so old You’re out here now, you’re out here now A day wasted is bad we say when you don’t make it count A day wasted is every day that you spend counting the days Somewhere at the end of things are all new beginnings You’re out there now, you’re out there now
4.
I guess I will die alone tonight This night’s as good as any to give up the fight There’s no one left to battle, no one to tell goodbye So I guess I will die alone tonight And I guess I will lie alone tonight This bed’s an empty island with an ever rising tide Your mind, it is somewhere else even when you’re by my side So I guess I will lie alone tonight And if you want to save me, go ahead save me And if you want to praise me, go ahead praise be And if you want to save me, let your hands be light Let your hands be light I guess I will cry alone tonight Let the water well up quickly just to slowly subside Like the sweat on my glass, thanks to its heart of ice I guess I will cry alone tonight And if you want to save me, go ahead save me And if you want to praise me, go ahead praise be And if you want to save me, let your hands be light Let your hands be light Let your hands be light, let your hands be light And if you want to save me, go ahead save me And if you want to praise me, go ahead praise be And if you want to save me, let your hands be light Let your hands be light Let your hands be light, let your hands be light I guess I will die alone tonight
5.
Wishing Well 04:02
Well my wallet seems lighter than it used to be Back then when I only drank coffee and tea But some things hit harder, pack more of a punch When you add a little whiskey, vodka, or rum And I’ll sing it loud, at the top of my lungs Yeah, I still think about you when I’m lonely and drunk I still think about you And I don’t care what you think, I don’t care what you’d say Oh I’d never even hear you from this far away And it’s clear from your silence that you know me so well And that I’d never give up on that love that I felt I’ll never give up on that love that we held And I’ll never stop drinking from this old wishing well No I’ll never stop drinking You still haunt me in my dreams You’re such a tease Only now it’s in my sleep Or on days I think that I have finally Moved on, moving on, moving on So take your glass-half-full heaven And your glass-half-gone-hell Take your money, take your love Take your hopes and your spells Take your rhythm and your judgment Your war and your peace Take your anger, take your joy Take the best parts of me Oh I still think about you Yeah I still think about you when I’m lonely and drunk And I’ll never stop drinking No I’ll never stop drinking from this old wishing well I wish you well, I wish you well, I wish you well
6.
Hymn 04:30
When I was younger I knew everything I didn’t know Now that I’m older I know everything I didn’t know That might sound like more of the same, but I’ll tell you a million things changed Somebody tell me the world won’t always be so sad That one day we’ll wake up to news with nothing bad There’s so much beauty to see when you stop believing in things I’m always telling myself that I should try harder Dig deeper, run faster, and go farther Do you believe that a song has the power to right any wrongs I’m gonna tell you the truth: nobody knows it Some might say that they do, but they’re full of sh*t I’m going out on a limb when I tell you this song is a hymn
7.
Some moths can’t be caught in a butterfly net Draw ‘em to the light, it’s a safer bet The light can be dangerous though Burning so bright that you can’t let go Bringing truths to light you’d rather not know But now you know, yeah now you know The truth is there in your eyes and you can’t let go The heart is a dark cul-de-sac It’s a long road down and a long road back But down at the end you might feel safe ‘Til you peer in the window and see your face Staring back at yourself, that’s all it takes You cannot stay, you cannot stay Just one look inside, that’s all it takes Hold up a mirror like a moth to a flame Is knowing yourself worth all the pain? A lonely prisoner will find her own way To pass the time and find some escape What gives you freedom when you’re locked away? And what locks you up when you get your way? If the grass is always greener, then water your lawn Else you’re out of the gates an enemy pawn And there ain’t no turning back what’s gone is gone What’s gone is gone and what’s done is done There ain’t no turning back, what’s gone is gone What’s gone is gone, and what’s done is done The heart goes last, when it’s gone it’s gone
8.
My Story 04:09
My father didn’t work on the railroad, and my father didn’t farm the land My father didn’t work on the river, no, numbers were his plan And I was raised on a middle class income that grew better by the day But some families have another thing coming and ours fell apart along the way, the way You say you come from nothing I know I come from something hard to define You tell me I am nothing I’ll tell you I am something of a ghost inside Those of us who arm ourselves with a six string, we tell our histories in song Well I grew up on the edge of a church pew being taught that I was wrong Still I opened that hymnal every Sunday, still I followed along singing This is my story, this is my song This is my story, this is my song You say you come from nothing I know I come from something hard to define You tell me I am nothing I’ll tell you I am something of a ghost inside There ain’t nothing new under the sun I learned that from the old testament So bury me under the willow if you want I’d rather be among the pines Sharing stories over whiskey and wine while you Speak your truth and live your lie You say you come from nothing I know I come from something hard to define You tell me I am nothing I’ll tell you I am something of a ghost inside This is my story, this is my song This is my story, this is my song
9.
Almost Home 03:41
The road is lean and tough but somehow it feeds enough If you stay on the move, take in a day at a time Distance becomes your new measure of fine Sometimes I just play for friends, is this how it ends It’s a long way down, and a long way up If this is overflowing, I could use a new cup Meet me at the door, I’m almost home Carrying all the weight, I couldn’t feel more alone At least I’m home Some say music soothes the soul, it also takes its toll When the money gets low and the songs don’t hit But it suits me like a drug I won’t ever quit Meet me at the door, I’m almost home Carrying all the weight, I couldn’t feel more alone At least I’m home Somebody hold me up, and somebody fill my cup Don’t you dare try to pick me up, this is my fight to win My fight to win as the edges close on in Meet me at the door, I’m almost home Carrying all the weight, I couldn’t feel more alone Meet me at the door, I’m almost home Carrying all the weight, I couldn’t feel more alone At least I’m home
10.
This Cloud 03:24
This cloud, this cloud It’s filling my days with a dense, heavy haze Dead-ending each road like a fall cornfield maze This cloud, this cloud So stuck in the sky like a balloon someone tied Anchored in place by a fence post outside The air is thick, and the water’s like sand And the hourglass pours with an endless demand For the time on my hands This cloud, this cloud It’s choked out the light and made unclear day versus night And when I should sleep and when I should fight This cloud, this cloud All fog in my head, wait, what was that you said All the answers I had now are questions instead The air is thick, and the water’s like sand And the hourglass pours with an endless demand For the time on my hands, For the time on my hands Oh the rain never stops and the lightning strikes deep Down into a heart that’s been numbed by defeat Oh beat after beat after beat after beat after beat after beat after beat after beat after beat This cloud, this cloud It twists and it twirls like an old tilt-a-whirl And the funnel it forms like to spin this girl right off of this world, right off of this world
11.
All I Want 03:07
All I want is to be in love, but you won’t let me I wanna spend the days making memories, not forgetting But when it’s comfort I crave, you turn and walk away All I want is to be in love, but you won’t let me All I want are long looks across a room The kind dramatic movies overdo But when I turn and look your way, you glance, you never gaze All I want are long looks across a room The young lemon tree is full of flowers and leaves But the caterpillar sees his overnight feast Sweet olive fills the air, and the jasmine’s in bloom The sun shines brightly, but it’s cold in this room The seasonal shift brought a continental drift And all I want is to be in love, but you won’t let me And all I want is your heart on your sleeve Somewhere I can plainly see it and learn to read If it were only in view, I’m sure I’d know what to do All I want is your heart on your sleeve The young lemon tree is full of flowers and leaves But the old caterpillar sees an overnight feast Sweet olive fills the air, and the jasmine’s in bloom The sun shines brightly, but it’s cold in this room The seasonal shift brought a continental drift And all I want is to be in love, but you won’t let me All I want is to be in love, but you won’t let me All I want is to be in love—won’t you let me

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released August 19, 2022

all songs written by Kelcy Wilburn (BMI) and published by Parish Road Music (BMI)
except “Out Loud” written by Kelcy Wilburn and Dave DeCotiis (BMI)

produced by Neilson Hubbard
recorded & mixed by Dylan Alldredge at Skinny Elephant Recording (Nashville, TN)
mastered by James DeMain at Yes Master Studios (Nashville, TN)

Kelcy Wilburn (Kelcy Mae) – vocals, guitar
Neilson Hubbard – drums & percussion, piano, vocals
Will Kimbrough – guitars, banjo, mandolin
Dean Marold – bass guitar
Fats Kaplin – pedal steel, violin, viola
Lucy Cordts – whistling on “Out Loud”

Cover photo & design by Kelcy Wilburn
Inside photo by Summer Dorr

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Ever More Nest New Orleans, Louisiana

Rooted in Southern musical traditions and infused with confessional 90s angst, the music of Ever More Nest can likewise lull and rock you right off a front porch. Ever More Nest’s dynamic, homegrown voice—hugged by lush, church-pew harmonies— is complemented by ghostly, effusive guitars, spirited mandolin and banjo, mournful fiddle, and a rhythm section steady as a country train. ... more

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